It all amounts to nothing in the end

I won't worry my life always.

As life just keep on running faster and faster and it seems that we don't have time even to breathe and kiss.

Jason Mraz's Remedy just keep pumping the right things and sure we could balance things off.

Everybody, Hike!!

You got the poison, I got the remedy.

Life's Remedy

Absolutely can't figure what's life remedy could be.
Friends, shop,holidays,money,project runway,family, good partner and a glass of chilled flavoured margarita?

The last was not an option and never a opinion. Just some thoughts.

It was an absolute slog these few days and I'm much afraid that the bad forecast would substain for sometime,at least for this week.

It was crazy covering two duties but it gives me a sense of fulfillment.
As a result, my day is horribly packed for these 2 days to come.

My back is breaking and my eyes are shutting.

A funny thing is that my mind is on wake that I can't sleep till the owls howled rats shrieked.

Busy,busy Monday, so are my thoughts.

While staying so busy at work makes my day worthwhile but when I received my check, I say,"O'Fudge!"

While people tell me that with my "calibre", I'm better off somewhere but I am just bidding for my time,trying to achieve the peak and then thinking what's my next step.

While I know we shouldn't study for the sake of it but clearly the society is still showing me that a next education is still vital.

While diploma graduates are disminishing and are the ones who can actually fetch a job easier but still we are talking about degree graduates fetching a higher pay.

While my youth is still there but I am still living like a grey soul sometimes.

While I am fighting for my worth,thinking that I'm better than alot but still I am limited by the recognition and the things that could earn my worth.

While there are so many things that I could go on and on but there is noone to listen and then ask me to run on cos' they knew that I would pick myself up and run cos' I can't lose to time, to myself and to others.

And while I am typing all these...Tomorrow still comes and so does the next Monday and the next and the next and the repetition of my thoughts till I hit 80. (Hopefully that I do.)

How many of us face Monday with great motivation?
Life's sickening to always harbour jadeness as the new week approaches.

And I know tomorrow is a day to be filled with tears.
I almost wanna cry myself upon seeing the grief on others' faces today.

Hmm...

I miss the smile on your face...that's for me...really.

Sometimes I feel that I should be more than capable to deal with the situation that I am in.
Was it not in God's saying something about He won't throw you into a situation that you can't handled. And if you can't, He will show you a way out.

Don't ask me which quote it was from. You guys know it better than me and that I am good enough to at least know of that. Ha.

Stress is my conclusion of my work all week long.
But it's ok. I know I can handle that shit pretty fine and I can't complain while at least I am getting paid(Even peanuts can fill your hunger) while doing it.
Toilet's work. We do it everyday if not constipated.

I thought I could use a lil' turning in life.
Perhaps I should go figure myself.

People of my age...They studied, they worked and some married.
I want more exposure.
I want more interaction.
I want something more and a lil' more than my life.
Not tangible perhaps, not monetary perhaps(God knows that I am never enough of that though)

Forgive me if I'm not at your league.
I tired hard,really I think.

Sometimes we just need an opening, a space or outlet like thing runway.

Fly and say Ta~

Farewell,not necessarily Goodbye.

We all hate the awful pain of parting.
And when parting comes, it's just the matter of how well we handled it.

Not say we least expect it but still it's an unswallowable pain that excruciates our heart.

I know him not well nor long enough.But Ah Gong remained a very gentle and warm soul in what I remembered.

Say such are only but parcels of life.
I am glad that we shared the destiny to meet somehow.


I prayed hard.I did.

May those whom loved him dearly stay strong.
And I know that strong man wished so too.

Farewell...isn't necessarily Goodbye always.

We aren't separated forever,but only by earthly hours.

Whassup with rivalry?

Frankly speaking, that new one is starting to pull my nerves.
I very much wanted to see how long can that newbie's motivation and enthusiasm last.

If that didn't bother me, I heavily feel the change of attitude from the payer towards me.
If that didn't bother me too,I am getting very irritated by how self-overrate that newbie is and then the challenge I was thrown to.

I am fuckingly irritated.

Give me a year more,I will fucking rid this place outta my sight and seek a place where I deserved more.
But before that, let's just see how long can that newbie lasts.

Ha.
Fittest survive?
Far from it, you.

Happy 34th (+1) months!

=)

I know I won't be the only one.

It is always a tough fight between my will and my mental every waking morning.
They fought close in deciding if I should turn up to work or not by subsituting my abscene with a excuse reason.


My will would have long collasped if I haven't been trying to store the balance of my annual leave for later months.

Save for the rainy days, they said it well.

No real plans on how to utilize them but such are better to have more than just enough.

Hmm....I miss you,y'know.

The sun sets in the sea and the fishes get bbq.
Hee...so why are you gonna fish one for me?

I was to do a good review and personal comments about The Da Vinci Code when finally Sunday's time is running out and I am bracing myself for Monday.
*I can't believe I gotta do that whole shit again!*

So maybe till next weekend.

In short the movie did well in bringing out the visionary impact but personally I thought that it is a little letdown for a well anticipated movie.
Perhaps we all knew the story too well that it is obvious that the movie shortcuted the book by a mile. (Especially at the end, I thought.)

The actions were surprisingly less exciting as the words.

It was unlike LOTR,which I reckoned still the best movie I watched by far, that the movie led many of us to read the book.
The reverse this time led to show that Dan Brown is really nothing but brilliant.

When I read The Da Vinci Code, I felt that the amazing part is not just how the story bring us into it and made me keep flipping backwards instead of forward again and again, but how it really sets me thinking a lil' beyond what history is today.

To salvage the whole controversial issue,he did well in adding,"What's most important is what you believe."

Ah...smart.

Anyway~
What's ahead is slightly hard to bear especially with the unkind weather of the dot suffered and no holidays and bosses.(with 3 of such kind eliminated, we might have been happier people anyway.)

Had a rather family oriented day with both his and mine today.
It was clear that whose was warmer and happier and understand how sad I felt for mine.

I have been a bad insecure gal lately.
My bites ain't as worse as my barks. Hahahaha.

No matter how horrible I have been, thank God that you are still here suffering*.

Hehe.

Please don't try so hard (to say Goodbye)

Honestly I wish there is someone out there who could make me go on and hear me cry.
Someone who can make me verbalize out how I really feel inside.

I'm sorry that if you are not the one, don't make me try to even SAY it out cos fucking damnit I cant and I dont and seriously you won't be that one if you aren't.

No matter how strong I am @ your superficial sight, I still tear at night. I still cringed when loneliness engulfs. I still cry myself to sleep.

Just because you don't see it, it doesnt means it dont exist.

Question.

Does disappointment occurs when things fail the way they were or things now change and expectations should be re-adjust?

Question.

Does life always have to be more excrutiating the day after?
No.Ain't referring to technically tomorrow but when you think backwards, does your yesterday seemed happier?

Question.

Is verbal communication really that vital? If without the ability to speak one day, is it possible not to find someone who can speak to you?

Question.

Is insecurity just a lack of confidence or a result of someone's work?

Question.

Is every emotion just a state of mind or we make it physical?

Question.

Did soured things recovered or really you think so only?

Question.

Are things beautiful just yesterday or the things we have today turn ugly?

Question.

Do you understand me?

Question.

Do you know how much I cried, why I cried and why I havent stop?

Question.

Do you think I just love to ask things for fun or attention or my stupidity in compliment of yours?

Question.

Did I ask too much for myself cos' I just feel I never have any to last long enough or I am just selfish?

Question.

La ou etes vous,mon Juillet prince?

Answer.

No. He hasn't quite arrived.

Sometimes...

Things can get rather disappointing when...

Men are stupid and Women trying to be stupid for Men.

Fiak it.

Why is the weather so horrendous lately?
By the time I manage to reach my workplace, I look like I have crawl through a 5m long tunnel.
Duh.

This week seems kinda long.

"I will be your 24 hours food delivery man"

"Now he just says he's tired."

I saw that on my frien's MSN nick and the same one whose wedding reception coming in less than a month's time.

Seriously I do think that it was rather a hasty decision and she is too young or we are too young to get married.

Sure age ain't a factor, the state of mind is.
Sure length of being in a relationship isn't too important too.

I am not too close with her so I didn't went ahead to ask her how's preparations. It doesn't help that my mode is forever 'offline'.

Ah...
Time is a powerful essence to almost anything of this era, I guess.

In between Sarcasm & Truth

It is Mothers' Day.
If possible, we are all supposed to be happy.
And shite do I know where to begin?

Lemme think about it.
Everything that I am gonna say is gonna be filled with anger,sadness and then familiarity.

I don't need to recount how much I dislike really to see that parents didn't enjoy themselves like most other should.
We didn't even have the time to go out for weekend dinner and so.
I would be grateful to see them both at home when I reached home.
I even grow to dislike staying with other families and be happy with them.
"What about mine? What about mine!" I kept asking.

It is Mothers' Day today.
I decided to cook something for my mum to eat before she comes home for work and then back to OT again.
(And decided not to join them for celebration anyway. But that's another matter altogether)
How long I haven't been having dinner at home is how long she has been doing double shift and even more.
I knew I can't cook.
But I decided to give it a shoot anyway. Something simple and filling, hopefully nice too.
I wanted to cook fishball porridge,which I heard was sweet and nice and babies like it(Ha...).Coupled with canned peanuts and the leftover chicken in the fridge should be enough.

I woke up way before that to iron her uniforms and jeans.
Bathe and stuck in consideration should I really go.
I knew I could escape the chores and make a few faces happy if I put down my pride and turn up.
I thought of heading home earlier and buy a cake if I had chose to go.

Somehow I decided not afterall.
Partly due to I wasn't ready to put down what I felt, wasn't ready to smile, wasn't ready to 'entertain' everyone else who are there and wasn't ready to not see my mum on Mothers' Day.

Holy surprise it was that my mum reached home slightly later than I did(after the grocery shop) with bags from NTUC.
It turned up that she thought she could don't do OT today as her supervisor(fucking one!) didn't turn up at 3pm and tell her to.
She really decided not to do OT today anyway. Double shift everyday? I was ready to sue them anytime.

So she took over the knife and chopping board.
There's dinner tonight! I was suddenly happy. Even though I wasn't the one cooking but my food could be wrong anyway.

Halfway sweeping the floor, I heard the bad news.
Her supervisor called and she couldn't reject anyway.
She hung the phone with the silent 'fuck' outta her mouth.
Man, she does know how to cuss that F word.

She finished the whole cooking. I knew she feels very sad.Cos' I am.
I stayed in the kitchen and watched her cooked.
I felt utterly useless and am very angry with my brothers, especially the one whose back from England and the same one I called fuckin' useless.

I con'td with my sweeping and mopping. I have long stop asking any of them to do housework. They can't even lift a finger to wash a cup.
I guess the younger one ain't that bad. At least he does things under my orders ...sometimes.
He is not that bad. Just with that elder one, it is difficult.

I blame myself for looking my elder brother at such light.
Last night, I dreamt that he is suddenly dead and sort of die suddenly infront of me. What I thought was like normal choking led to an abrupt death.
I kept crying.Tried to move on and cried at the thought that he is suddenly gone and right infront of me,I didn't do anything.
I woke up before the sun shines in.

I hardly call him 'kor' nowadays.
I hardly look at him and when I did, I realised he 'dare not' look at me?
My tone is almost cold everytime.

Damn and I blamed myself!

But I am disgusted that how can he be so useless? What's his contributions and what he has ever done to thank his parents,and that is what I am most concerned with!

After a quick bite, my mum went to work.
I finished the chores. Gave $20 to my younger bro and tasked him to buy a cake later.
Good lad he is that he at least know how to fork up $10 more to buy a bigger cake.Though ta bigger one is unnecessary and really cake only serves it's duty as a thought. The consumption of it is only secondary. Though our breakfast is save for a couple of days.

I bathed and suddenly cried. It was only silent wails and I am pretty sure that I didn't teared. It's only water from the tap and it didn't last too long. Guess it was Pink's Family Portrait's fault.

So now it's pretty silent again. My brother revising his stuff outside the house, half admiring the scenary.
The other one went to AMK to buy more games DVD and pirated somemore, I guess.

And I guess that I do owed you an apology afterall.
I knew you hate how I always turned silent for no reasons.
And damn I hate how you always used sarcasm as defence and attack.

I thought that is how I always am? A spolit brat only in your prescence.
And it that how you are always?

To be fair,I am not putting the whole load on you.
Sarcasm is so only natural in anger and I knew we only used it cos' we care.
If not, why do we even bother?

In the midst of what I typed above, your message came.
I swore I know that a 5 year old is up to something since last Sunday. I really know she planned something, be it for me or not.
I know that she could be sad and your message came.
It spelt clearly that you are trying to tell how dissapointed that I decided not to turn up afterall and then you told me what a lovely innocent thing that a 5 year old angel did.
I am disappointed too.

Today's Mothers' Day.
I felt disgusted if I didn't stay home instead. Probably it doesnt matter anyhow since she has to do OT anyway.
Expect me to smile instead if I am singing Mothers' Day song with all the mothers that really aren't mine?

I am sad to realise that my parents are still my top priority in life.
No matter how much I gave and try to do, I still didn't feel I did enough and guess the day never comes.

I guess I am still owing that apology.
Although you had apologise so many times but I know you really feel that you didn't feel you have to. Cos' right from last night, I did it again.

I gotta have my dinner.
At least my mum cooked tonight.
When she comes home, I hope that she will still be comforted that the yearly ritual didn't die out yet.
Bring out the cake,sing the song, put the cake back and it serves at breakfast.
At least there's a carnation.

Well..
Sorry and don't expect me to talk for sometime.

You are disappointed that I didn't turn up and how I always kept my silence in torment of you.
I am disappointed that I thought you already accepted how I always am and then never it is.I know unfair trade but who is fair? Or what is?

Family Portrait

And I thought we could like that forever.
Things do changed.

I was never a fan for action packed show perhaps still hardly am.
Nope,I have never watch productions like Mission Impossible 1 & 2,Vanilla Sky and Never say Die.Only occasionally,I would pay to watch and forget about it the next morning.
That being recalled, last of such was Bourne Supreme and I don't even know that there's Bourne Identity before that.

Yesterday Jason and I caught Mission Impossible 3.
Lido cinemas never fascinate me but I like it anyhow cos' the attendants(or how you call them) at the theater doors are all old grandfathers. Give me the old old feel.

But I was caught by surprise that they(Lido) had such a big theater that would perhaps even shame Cathay Cineplex.Jason and I counted to a approximate total seatings of 500 and damn,the seats aren't stiff and bones breaking too.

Would take a breathe taking picture of the theater if I have more time. The lights die on me when I took up my camera.I don't want everyone to look at me if I switch on the flash.

The movie was good. Exciting and amusing at the same time.
But judging at the way they ended it, I guess Ethan Hunt will be another James Bond. The movies will just keep going and going and till someone replaced the old Cruise.

Nonetheless as good as it sounds.

I know that people do share resemblences. Don't ask me the famous satistics. It could be 1 to 7 in the world or what it doesnt matter.

So they say I look like Stephanie Sun(not a good thing),Kelly Poon(not a good thing),Shi Xing Hui(not a good thing),once a upon a time Jeaneatte Ow.(yawn.)

Honestly I am flattered.Cos' they are all prettier than me.

But I am gonna show you who I am.


This is me with my normal make up(like nothing special) and hair done.


This is me,without anything and hair blow dry.


Boo!
Scary pictures.
Boo,boo,boo!!

Anyway..they are back.



Me.


Bubu.

Since the downfall of A&W, we all miss curly fries.
Though Mac's Twister fries ain't as bravo but sure it is second to none now. (Cos' A&W died)

We ended the long day with some shots.


Take one.

CUT!


Take two.

CUT!!


Take three.

WHAHAHA.I wanna frame this.

Till the next time.



Ta.

Alas, comes the final long weekend.

To damper the final long weekend in a few months to come, tomorrow is probably gonna feel like Saturday and then Sat is like Sun and Sun like Mon.
So by the time you return back to work, you would be thinking,"Huh?It's only Monday??"

Nah.
Let's think about that only on the 15th,yea?

Updates!
Starting from yesterday. I can't bear to type too much cos' this keyboard is killing me. I considered it as a partial blame of my dip is philosophical(sp?) blogs.

So we celebrated Von's bday in advance.It was initiated at Sakae Sushi which I look forward to it cos' I REALLY never dine @ Sakae before.
But Monday afternoon, I have received a msg informing change of venue.
Grand Copthorne Hotel.
When I saw that msg, my immediate response is,"Wha lau..."

I was expected a set dinner but again it's buffet.
Compared to my last hotel buffet @ Holiday Inn, Grand Copthorne provides a more appetising variety naturally.
However at the end of my meal, I didn't felt that it was actually of much difference from what I had in Holiday Inn.
It was after all buffet. The food are fresh and I don't eat raw.

Von prompted me a piece of fresh tuna. It's raw.
I hesistated for a while before I finally dipped it in soy sauce then my mouth.
My face scrunched after a bite.
I had to spit it out.

I am so sorry for myself who can't understand and appreciate the freshness and the health of eating raw.
Sob.


These are them. Babes, without a doubt.


Look at that piece of cake. It's carrot cake!! I very 'gan dong' leh.Cos'I FINALLY have the chance to eat carrot cake.

Nah.That's on Von's plate.Nicely decorated.


This is mine. =( Sadly with no touch of art and sense.

Those white pieces are actually different type of cheeses. I'm very excited upon seeing so many type of cheese so I took a bit of everything without knowing that I should take some biscuits along.
The only type of cheese I ate before are those common ones.You can find them in supermarkets, pastas and pizzas. -.-
Nonetheless I tasted a bit of every I took.


It sucks! -___-


Don't ask me what is this. I only know it's chilled and it's not very nice too.


And then fruits which we didn't finish. I'm almost appalled that they didn't use seedless grapes.


Von told us to strike "1,2,5".She told us it's 'cute' poses. I didn't understand it till I think about it.



And finally us. It would be a better picture if not for my retarded hand.

Ta! (Had enough with the keyboard.)

How much aversion do you have for homosexuals?

Quite honestly, I really thought I have lesser of it for gays than lesbians.
Nope,I'm not including for those who have went a little further for sexual surgery.

I didn't think it's right but when I realised how much stronger their love were for each other as to compared to many who are 'straight', I give it a lil' more respect.

Are they more wrong than those who treat love like trash or simply abuses it?

Guess nothing's too wrong in the light of love.
We are just judging them in our stereotype glasses.

Not that I'm encouraging though.

Waiting...

Does it takes so long to reach my office from Raffles place?
Darn...I dislike staying back.

Think guys...After this week, there's absolutely nothing much to look forward to for a couple of months.

Sic,sic.

A quick shot

I was at Peninsula Plaza with Jason this afternoon.
So this Indian man speaking in his indish coated English told this malay guy,"It's hundred and fifteen after discount..."

I,in my imaginative world,told the man this...

"But that's only enough for one bird."

=)

Jason laughed hard.

Bingo.

Always something or the other

Don't read too much into it, have no idea what it means either.
Just dislike food courts these days. The produce I made myself tastes better anytime.
Boring!Bored!Bore.

I hate it when I run dry of inspirations. Life's like up,down,up,down and straight.
Duh.
What makes me better than the others is that I think I'm better anyway. Not the best but just the better.

Argh...Hate this stiffy keyboard.

Hatred seems to take over my day.
Think I should just go sleep.

I'm better and better better and better better.
Blah

Back in line...

There could be a few reasons for the lack of decent entries lately. I figure one of it is that I dislike my current keyboard. The other one could be I'm really being lazy.

So for the ample time I have now, I guess nothing else could be my excuse or reason for any sake.

Where were I last entry? Stupidity?
Vindicate me, but I am somewhat 'amazed' by humans' stupidity or their acts of it to humour as well as frustrate the other.

In my line, I'm not just doing any stupid mindless work.
I see myself infact as a saviour to many and a charitable ant to the hungry society.
Face it, my job is a charity. Nah, recruitment consultants (or however you call us) aren't the kindest charity box around. But here at my job, I AM.
Constantly saving people from unemployment and getting peanuts from that, appreciated or not.
If my job ain't a charity, I can't find a kinder word.
No. Unpaid ain't a kind word.
Don't think about it. I am not a negative person.
And blah.

In my line, I see,face,work, talk, counsel and almost wanna kill if I am given the license to, many stupid people. I wonder how many more are uncover in a small dot like here.
What do I mean stupid, stupid?
Note:By saying this, I ain't saying that I am any cleverer/smarter. Perhaps just better.

It takes not age,qualifications,experience,looks to make a person smarter. I guess it is pretty much just the way they think. It spells Stupid and you wanna when they tilt their heads to a side, could you hear the water flowing to the other side? Like coconut?
All juice, protected with a hard skull.

Perhaps ramblings doesn't prove my stand.I just quote a classic example that happened to my dear colleague-Cindy today. I'm so glad it's not me or else I would be banging myself to shortcut my misery of Friday.

(Names are not protected here, why should I?)
Inmate 125: Audrey
Age: 27 years old
Qualifications:Local Uni graduate. (Big deal!)
Background: She's from GE finance, as a Collection Officer.
Her reason of wanting to seek new employment: Better prospects.
Current gross salary: $1800/month.
Physique: Fat.Big eyes.Bad dress sense.(really)

Case scenario:
Tried her for one of the local bank, same position.
After some interviews, Audrey was being offered at a gross of $2000. Officer rank, grade A. (incase you have no idea, after grade A would be managerial level.)
Told her the news.
Audrey was happy and verbally told her she would take up the offer.
Supposed to sign the contract on Wednesday.
Told the HR that she would wanna have some time to consider on the day of signing the appointment letter.
Note:She has to serve a month notice prior to that.

Reason of consideration: GE's HR announced that there is an opening in another department and staff are encourage to apply.
She applied and HR told her that she stands a good chance. (Yea,yea..)
Going for interview with CEO next week.
Position:Unknown,something new to her.
Salary: Unknown.

Finally rejected the bank's offer today. (Have not went for interview with CEO yet)
Reasons:
That is a local bank. If it's other banks like HSBC/Citibank, she would take up the offer immediately.

What we say:
Fuck you! Belittled local banks?It's a BIG local bank and we hope your accounts with them will be terminated with immediate effect.

Reasons:
Heard colleague who worked in that bank before said that working is tremendously stressful there. If you go to toilet, there will be people badmouthing and saying you.

What we say:
Fuck you!You think that bank's toilets are bulit for vision pleasure huh? And have you even worked there? Banks are performance oriented, if you don't want stress, go back home.

Reasons:
GE is a MNC,local bank not.

What we say:
Fuck you!What is GE? I only know that it comes from America TODAY. And it's operation is so tiny here. We hope GE ceased operations here and you get retrenced.

Reasons:
Realised that it is very 'painful' to tear from GE and you are very devoted to them.

What we say:
Fuck you!Period.

Further comments:
Seriously I wondered if she ever cheated her ways during her Uni days or she eaten something that results in drastic dip in her IQ.(And gain in density)
If you are so devoted to GE, why on earth would you wanna seek for better prospects and waste our time.
If you dislike local banks so much, why on earth would you still persue a second interview?

Success rate of clinching that new job in GE is unknown as you already know that competition in GE is very high. You have got a pay increase and a job which you may be good at waiting for you,what the heck you want more?
Don't blah me about company's stability. Even the one sitting at the toilets' stands isn't secure about his job for the rest of his life.
You want money, you shed it out! Stress? You are the ones that make phonecalls breathing down peoples' necks at the risks of being murdered at the streets,bloodsuckers. Would working anywhere else makes a difference?
And PAY RISE of $200 odd isn't a joke. Plus a month notice?You are lucky that anyone's waiting for you.

And last but not least, I can't imagined that she still have a cheek to ask Cindy keep a lookout for her.
-___-
Stupid people should starve and die in cold.

That's one of many.
Gee...I'm tired just typing about this. My hands aches. Stupid keyboard.Stiffy.

I seldom see this in North South/East West lines. Perhaps I haven't really board them during peak hours.
But people at North East lines are stupid.

I can't understand why there are always people risking their asses by rushing in the train during the 'beep beep' alarm.
Aren't they embarassed when the door just shuts in their face or when they manged to squeeze in in the nick of time and pushed others to more discomfort as a result?

And then there are those who can't keep their comments in their mouth yet they don't dare to say it loud?
What's the point?
Just today, there's this stupid lady who said something like,"I don't understand why people always stand so near...."
Ai..Shudap la.Wanna say just go to the person and say.
Nope,I am not standing all the way at the front but I just feel disgusted that her breath stinks.
Ok,maybe not but it's not a surprise.

And there are so many that my life passes as a sickening sit-com.
But sure it beats those sitting in the office thinking the only stupid people are their bosses. Their papers aren't any better.At least those paperwork beats the craps outta them cos' it got them frustrated and stupid.

And then it's so much better than those who rot themselves in the world of their sickening,dying negativism.
*shrugs*


Of cos' I know you can vindicate me and tell me I ain't any better.
For all you read, this entry is full of errors of all sorts.

For Mich's sake, just look at this.
Tell me when the world gets any brighter.

TGIF!


A figure of speech,rather amusing still.

Izzit me or the time really seems to be lasting longer than it should?
No matter how much we spent the time joking in the office, it is still irritatingly slow.

Other than wanting to go for holidays, out on a Saturday, good sleep, a neater room, good books, Da Vinci Code movie...I could do with a cooler weather.

Night.

Oh...and a Wo Wo.
;p

Let's talk

Been sometime since a decent entry but again who really care?Not that I announce my blog to the world,ya know.

So let's talk...about...Stupidity? Ah..maybe next time.
I have all sorts of thoughts running in my mind but they ran out by 10pm.

=/

A small desire

I know better in my head the responsibility and cost to keep a dog.
And it's not too possible to keep a big one unless ya blardy rich and live in a big shell.

Sigh.
I wish my parents are those that like animals.

I really,really like dogs alot but I've never really come close to one.

There was once I was at this Marine Parade's pet shop. They brought this white fur Spitz(I think so??) out.
I badly wish to carry it!!
But I have never handled one before. I dare not carry it cos' I'm afraid that I might hurt it. So I watched with dead envy when the other gal carried and cuddled it.

Sigh.
Know I always wish that outta the sudden there's this lost dog at my doorsteps.
If I knew who it belonged to,I would return.(not without a good cuddle)
If not, founder's keeper!^^

Sigh..I only dream of that. Wishing that one day it really come true.

And then I thought how romantic (old fashioned and comical) it is for a guy to propose with a puppy (and a ring of cos')

And speaking of big dogs, you know how I always adore Golden Retrivers & Huskies.
I think they are the cutest and most handsome big dogs around.
Of cos' dogs like them need big room and lots of exercise(And care, love,attention). And they are such friendly dogs that they shouldnt come solo.
Can I have a combo of those 2?

I know..I would be lucky to have any other dogs at least.
Not that I would mind, I would be down on my knees praying to the person to get me a dog.
But I thought I would love a big dog to hug and kiss.

Ok..never mind if I sound silly.






I know I would get them one day.
They are at the top of my goal.
One day I would have enough to keep the two or three of us going, till who last last.

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It wasn't as sad as I really expected nor as exciting or adventurous.
But still it was truely inspired.

And the best about the movie was IS it makes me to want BIG dogs MORE.